This is day 7: a valediction
I miss you.
I suppose that is what I want you to know.
The last time we were together, I didn’t know it was our last.
I remember feeling like something was going to change, I knew it was time.
I knew that, above all else, you were not good for me anymore.
I suppose I could have done things differently, but, I didn’t.
So, I guess I just want you to know that I think of you often.
I will always hold on fondly to the times we had together.
If I thought I could see you and not want you, I would have said this in person.
I don’t trust myself around you; your pull is too strong.
I’ve gone on long enough, this was supposed to just be a short message to let you know I was thinking of you and now I’m thinking of you too much.
I better go, I’m sure I’ll see you around.
I know it will hurt, but, if I don’t stop to say hello please just let me walk on by.
Do it for me.
Do it for us.
I miss you.
I still love you, cheese.
Such a roller coaster of inner turmoil, beautiful 🙂
Perfect!
Perfection. You have no idea.
Unrequited love…the ultimate depth of despair. Lovely if melancholy post.
Paul